INTRO

Days have passed and things changed so quick that I don’t even know how to take each portion of that everyday living… I’ve received so many promises and none of them take it turns to me and it only leaves heartache and madness in me. I’ve already planned my future and still in the process of furnishing them but I can’t even seem to find a way to make it realistic. I’m trapped in the motionless of yesterday and I’m struggling to propel today’s accomplishment to have the most rewarding future that I am praying to have.. my life is strong but I am weak. I want to fight but I can’t seem to find weapons instead I only got a shield left in my pocket too bad I don’t know how to use it. I want to walk; I don’t want to run because running makes me feel so tired. How can I be so brave to face everything? I am looking for determination, so much determination to know that I still exist in these damn wonderful world.