after that interview.. I've to apply again for Health Options.
I don't know what would happen to me.. but I am wishing for my life to be meaningful maybe not now.. maybe next year...
Christmas is almost here and yet we do not have any decorations at home.. maybe it's because I can't still accept that only three of us will celebrate it.. I really miss her.. SO MUCH!
I'm really hoping for a good new year.. I am not tired yet.. I just want to restart my life..
Break..
ti's really a long break for me.. imagine, four months of doing the most boring routine in life. I'm just conscious of the things that poeple would say about me...
Look at her, she finished her studies, passed the boards and she's there doing nothing... !
stupid thought! :)
But at the end of it.. I'm happy.. and for me, that would be the very important status for now.
(REALLY???)
